7 Books From My Youth I’m Scared To Reread
As an indoor kid, I spent a lot of time with all various forms of escapist entertainment. One of the biggest was reading and consuming books. The Scholastic Book Club, a monthly newsletter offering various titles for students to purchase, was like a hand reaching down from nerdvana to offer me further solace.
There are so many titles from that period of my life (basically 1987-1993) that have shaped my sensibilities, thoughts on narrative, interests in stories, and more. I have so much fondness for those tomes, scenes and characters that still occupy space in my mind and heart. From time to time, I think about revisiting them, but I’m extremely hesitant.
These are books that are purposefully written for younger audiences, so there’s looser logic, increase in exposition, simplified vocabulary, and other ways to avoid further confusing tiny minds. But, even without those caveats, some have stood the test of time and remain solid reads. The Thief Of Always by Clive Barker, Lloyd Alexander’s The Prydain Chronicles, and Trouble In Bugland by William Kotzwinkle are still impressive and kind of work no matter the age.
But what if I check out these other titles, the formative texts that remain in my cerebral library, and find them to be awful? Not just in terms of problematic stuff from those decades, but simply terrible writing that proves how much of a fool I am. Sometimes it’s best not to go back; in other words, sometimes dead…is better. Here are seven books that I devoured as a kid that I’m very scared to revisit.
Alack, the others just provided Jesus and grammar. The title, and multiple creatures in this land, were referenced in Roald Dahl works (and WILLY WONKA AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY), and yet there doesn’t seem to be any direct connection.
I loved this sweeping tale of fantastical events and wondrous beasts and think about it all the time, wishing to brush up on details I may have forgotten. But I think it’s more appropriate to not go back. The adventure is done and it remains in its own faraway land, preserved in ember for me to fondly remember instead of trying to recreate that magic.